dee

so when i married jim he had this big group of close friends i found myself having to make nice with. i have since stopped trying to make them happy. they are all very nice people. i truly think he is very lucky to have such a great group of friends for so long. of course i get a long with some better than others. that is nature right? of course we have agreements and disagreements. that's natural too, i suppose. i just can't get over it when they can't get over themselves. i know ultimately all anyone thinks about is themselves but you would think they would think about each other now and again. it baffles me. jim's friends' wife is crazy bitch! she cracks me up every time. whenever we get together all she talks about is herself. her feelings, how she feels, how she is dealing with her addiction, what addiction entails, how she is getting over things, her parenting skills or lack there of, excuses as to why her almost 3 year old daughter can't talk, excuses about everything, what right and what's wrong. she never cares about anyone else's feelings or anything. all she wants to do is talk about herself and have everyone else listen or talk about her. for 3 years i have been putting up with this because i want to be a good person. but how long do i have to do this? the only reason i get frustrated is because there has never been reciprocation. since i've known her it's been all about her. i was there for her when she went through some major crap, i helped through her depression and made sure she was stable and okay. but when i needed it she just wanted to talk about herself. i want to tell her to get a blog because she can talk about herself all she wants and no one has to read it. like mine, i'm sure no one but you reads this thing! which isn't a bad thing at all, it's like a diary for you to read! ha ha! anyhow, i've decided not to fall prey to her antics and remain neutral to all her advances. i am still nice to her when she comes over but i don't take any of her shit. i say whay i feel and no different. i refuse to bow to others will!! har har!! =^..^=