supposed to...

i'm supposed to go to jess-kat's house. her mom wants to see the girls and i wouldn't mind hanging out but i just don't feel like going anywhere. oh well, she comes to my house so i should at least reciprocate sometimes.....*tap tap tap
alright, let me take a shower and i'll pack up the girls. i don't have to stay long i guess....
it's just a lazy day....
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hanbok

so i grabbed this hoodie from this great girl, vivien. she has a few labels that she makes cute clothes for. one of her labels is a gothic lolita and the other hold some neo-japanese designs. i love them. i've bought a few of her shirts and a of course a couple of her hoodies. her idea with the hoodie is totally brilliant. as my love affair with asian cultures continues i couldn't pass up this hoodie. it's got kimono sleeves. i love them. i have one in black and one in pink. everyone complements me whenever i wear them. so it got me inspired to begin to make my own clothing again. i've begun a pattern for hanbok jacket hoodies. hanbok is korea's traditional dress. usually they are quite beautiful with hand painting on them. my daughters' hanbok are gorgeous. so i have cut a pattern for some casual hanbok and will begin sewing them together very soon. i'm so excited. if you're interested, drop me a comment about it and i can make you one too! love! =^..^=

korea

i am teaching myself korean. it's easier than i thought. i think it's because i have been listening to korean and japanese for most of my life. so i thought i would try my hand at it. my korean vocabulary has grown immensely and i can write in korean now! soon we will be heading back to korea! i am so excited. the shopping and sights there are unbelievable! i can't wait to go. the girls will love it there too. i want to show them their heritage. i know it doesn't have anything to do with who they are but i want them to see what they are part of. they are learning korean too. i wouldn't be surprised if they will be able to speak it fluently before mom and dad! they better anyhow, they are so smart. =^..^=

lucid

so last night i had a wake induced lucid dream. i was in the room, it was very plain. there was music, like oldies kerth used to play., anyhow, there were a few people there, i didn't see who they were as i knew i had someone else to pay attention to. alas to my surprise it wasn't anyone i knew. he had dark hair, soft hazel eyes, light skin and some really nice lips. he was wearing a white short sleeve button down shirt and black pants. we sat down at these really cool chartreuse chairs and he asked me if i could help him. i told him i would do all i could. he smiled and said he had to go, he got up and walked away. i waited, he never returned, so i looked around at the room picking up details like the dresser, old 50's with some deco accents. very nice. huge wall mirror with plain frame and an old retro record players. benny goodman screamed through the speakers, getting louder and louder i decided to leave. i walked out a bright blue door, as the music faded i sighed and smiled. i looked at the sky and said, "wake up now" and i did. it's been a long time since i've lucid dreamed let alone wake induced! i was happy to return to the practice. i hope to run into that man again, so maybe i can help him. i get the feeling he really needed it or i wouldn't have had the dream. we'll see. if you are interested in lucid dreaming there a ton of books on the subject. check 'em out. i've have a couple few years of experience, through my teens and young adulthood. once you practice and get used to it it's really interesting. you find out a lot about yourself in the process. there have even been cases of both parties recalling the dreams. =^..^=

bored again...

so today i sketched a bit and played with the girls. jim took a picture of me and i'm HUGE!! i can't believe it. oh well....someday i'll get back into my clothes. but mihi is almost 10 months old....it's taking way too long. :{ i went back to the dreaded quiz page and tried this one out. i wasn't going to post any that i did but i thought this one was interesting. this is how i always saw myself, but i'm sure people see me a great deal differently. oh well to that too. :]~

You Are 96% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

musics

check out this player. ---->
it was on bekkah's myspace and i totally dig it! i had it on my myspace (is that right?) before i cancelled the account so i wondered if i could put it here. imagine my pleasure when it worked! *smiles galore
it's on shuffle, just pick any track. turn it up and listen good! :)~ these are only a few good tunes, hopefully i can remember to update it regularly. i want you to get the full spectrum of my taste! (oooo....dirty)
the thing can hold like 72 songs or something. you should get one too! when you look at it here you can't see the whole thing but i didn't size it or anything and thought as long as you can read the titles and play them it doesn't matter. it would be totally killer if you could use songs from your own computer but then again i haven't looked or anything. no time with the childrens. :D
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titles

i was looking at some art at meghan's shop the other day. i always find the names of the pieces very interesting. it seems like artists try to come up with the "deepest", "intelligent", "creative", "quirky" titles. my titles are never so. most of my titles are very simple and plain. meghan says that's what makes people want my work more. i laugh because i really haven't sold a lot. she is just very sweet. i heart meghan. :) <3
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