shame

I wonder if it occurred to anyone in that house that she had cancer and what that meant. Did they understand why she may have been sad or angry or confused. To wake up everyday being elated to be alive just to be slammed with pain reminding you just how numbered your days might well be. Then to look to her partner with fear that he would do nothing but belittle her or berate her for her weakness, which he did often enough as it was. When she sought comfort it was never to his liking thus becoming a fight. I wonder if any of them sitting there late at night, their reason for being there well taken care of, ever thought that maybe when she got home she was exhausted, in pain and just wanted to come home to who she thought loved her. I wonder if they ever considered that she was not angry with them at all, but maybe her condition and the fact he did not seem to care. He blamed it on them, he had no control he said. Oh poppycock. You tell them to get what they need and as much as you like them if they could leave so his girlfriend riddled with cancer comes home to just him or they could have dinner and a semblance of normalcy it would be greatly appreciated Instead she was the ass for asking for anything close to such, the one who did not understand. I always wondered why he couldn't handle it. Why she was not important enough to him, why express his love of her if he clearly did not. You could see it plain as day. Anyone who came in that house could. Nothing she did was good enough. He wouldn't even give her slack because of the cancer. She helped him too, that he of course downplays. She is stronger than that though. She is smarter. It just sucks to think that people wouldn't take all that into consideration and it sucks that they might allow a one sided story decide the judgement of the other person. it sucks that people can be like the above. it amazes me when I think about it. the worst thing a person can go through and he tore her up. But still remains the golden boy... it is a shame really that more people do not see who he really is... maybe they do... I did...